shrugs

why is life so difficult?
answer: because it wouldn't be called life if it wasn't difficult...

true... i've been going through that question and answer round and round my head so many times...

i just wonder, what if 1 day everybody got what they wanted.. what would it be like? for me, i'd be overjoyed... happy.. but that wouldn't be right.. i guess u just got to face reality in order to know what is life.. i don't know what i'm talking abt either...
haha...

well.. most of the time i guess you have to do things the hard way in order to know what is right... ppl have to go through ups and downs in life... you learn lessons! for me, its just lessons learned, and maybe some regrets included...

everybody has been given a plan in life, mine's weird... even though on the outside my life seems so perfect to alot of people... but hey, remember this, not everybody's life is perfect.. in fact, no one's life is perfect at all!

it's not what counts on the outside, it's what counts on the inside!

that's the truth... nobody has it perfect... lol..

anyways...
went shopping and almost died of tiredness.. gosh.. suicide... tsk tsk tsk... SHOPPING IS TIRING ok... man! everybody knows that... =) oh yeah.. i got a tattoo today.. friend paid for it! love it!! muaxx...

time flies so slowly... but i'm learning how to be patient...

i love u!
will be right here waiting for you...

my tattoo i got today!!


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