Monday, December 29, 2008
Saturday, December 27, 2008
wow..
well..
today spent the whole day at home, woke up at NOON, watched a movie, so-called was cleaning up my room failed to accomplish that mission due to my laptop on my desk. well.. it's basically my fault but my laptop has half the blame as well.. i was more or less reading the most awesome book ever.. TWILIGHT!! ah!!!
anyways.. so talked alot with my mother today, we got closer.. more or less she's accepting my mentality.. and i guess also accepting the fact that i'm turning 16 in 4 days!! my oh so amazingly gonna be glamorous SWEET 16!! ya.. it felt great today tho..
there's so much to plan... i dunno.. no biggie.. baby called today, which was another + sign for today.. he usually calls on sunday becos he can like only make 1 call a week etc.. he switched n now he's in the fire dept.. wahliao!! so scary.. worried la.. stay safe babe.. u can't die, we're supposed to get married.. haha.. he's just busy busy busy la.. =P
that's it for now..
love u all
ess
today spent the whole day at home, woke up at NOON, watched a movie, so-called was cleaning up my room failed to accomplish that mission due to my laptop on my desk. well.. it's basically my fault but my laptop has half the blame as well.. i was more or less reading the most awesome book ever.. TWILIGHT!! ah!!!
anyways.. so talked alot with my mother today, we got closer.. more or less she's accepting my mentality.. and i guess also accepting the fact that i'm turning 16 in 4 days!! my oh so amazingly gonna be glamorous SWEET 16!! ya.. it felt great today tho..
there's so much to plan... i dunno.. no biggie.. baby called today, which was another + sign for today.. he usually calls on sunday becos he can like only make 1 call a week etc.. he switched n now he's in the fire dept.. wahliao!! so scary.. worried la.. stay safe babe.. u can't die, we're supposed to get married.. haha.. he's just busy busy busy la.. =P
that's it for now..
love u all
ess
Monday, December 22, 2008
christmas..
ok.. see we hav this thing that Christmas means, joy, laughter, fun, new year... but Christmas without presents?!!!!!!!! omg...
kill me.. they say it's to celebrate Jesus' bday and his coming etc.. but Christmas without presents.. wow wee..
weird.. heartless. gosh..
and then u hav ur so-called frens around u that pretend to be friends.. and then out of the blue they start to seclude u.. omg.. and then when u're always there with a listening ear, and wat do they do? they don't tell u anything! wow.. and then they start to accuse u for not being there for them when they need u, when u've been there the whole time!! omg.. bitches of frens.. sry to say..
well, christmas is coming and so is my bday.. anyways.. MERRY CHRISTMAS to those that will get presents and love..
kill me.. they say it's to celebrate Jesus' bday and his coming etc.. but Christmas without presents.. wow wee..
weird.. heartless. gosh..
and then u hav ur so-called frens around u that pretend to be friends.. and then out of the blue they start to seclude u.. omg.. and then when u're always there with a listening ear, and wat do they do? they don't tell u anything! wow.. and then they start to accuse u for not being there for them when they need u, when u've been there the whole time!! omg.. bitches of frens.. sry to say..
well, christmas is coming and so is my bday.. anyways.. MERRY CHRISTMAS to those that will get presents and love..
ess
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
BABYEL'S CHRISTMAS WISH LIST~~~
ok, well here are some things i'd really really like.. and i guess also adding on my SWEET 16 bday wish list too!
~ more drama series
~ Pomeranian Puppy!!
~ little bed for the puppy
~ a B-E-A-U-TIFUL SWEET 16
~ good health
~ cell phone accessories
~ frens...
~ diamantes of all sorts.. bling bling
~ cheetah...
~ love
~ clothes...
guess that's it..
i just really really really want the pomeranian puppy~
loves..
ess
~ more drama series
~ Pomeranian Puppy!!
~ little bed for the puppy
~ a B-E-A-U-TIFUL SWEET 16
~ good health
~ cell phone accessories
~ frens...
~ diamantes of all sorts.. bling bling
~ cheetah...
~ love
~ clothes...
guess that's it..
i just really really really want the pomeranian puppy~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY! I LOVE YOU.. MUAXX
loves..
ess
Saturday, December 13, 2008
chill
feeling horrible now.. been sick since tuesday.. wahliao..
cough, fever... nose dripping like tap..
haiz.. somemore got NO ONE to accompany me lor.. and then at home got a father that say that i'm sick because i deserve it.. people who are chatterboxes get sick like this and are almost loosing their voices get retribution... which is? this sick lor..
god dun wan them to talk so much so make them sick to stop talking..
watever...
i dun need YOUR company at this moment! so be it la! u dun care!
ess =)
love to ALL! EXCEPT YOU..
cough, fever... nose dripping like tap..
haiz.. somemore got NO ONE to accompany me lor.. and then at home got a father that say that i'm sick because i deserve it.. people who are chatterboxes get sick like this and are almost loosing their voices get retribution... which is? this sick lor..
god dun wan them to talk so much so make them sick to stop talking..
watever...
i dun need YOUR company at this moment! so be it la! u dun care!
ess =)
love to ALL! EXCEPT YOU..
Monday, December 8, 2008
like so F****ed up...
like omg...
why does everything have to revolve around LOVE? isn't that gross?
not that i don't like being in LOVE, but we all need our own SPACE right?
sometimes.. like.. i'm not saying or hinting that i regret ok.. but.. i need space too.. i just wanna live my life to the fullest.. people make mistakes.. and.. it's better not step into the same shit hole again rite?
made bad decisions? well.. turn over a new leaf! wait the other side also rotten.. haha.. got that from my cos.. lol!
chill.. hang out.. we won't get another teenage life..
ess
why does everything have to revolve around LOVE? isn't that gross?
not that i don't like being in LOVE, but we all need our own SPACE right?
sometimes.. like.. i'm not saying or hinting that i regret ok.. but.. i need space too.. i just wanna live my life to the fullest.. people make mistakes.. and.. it's better not step into the same shit hole again rite?
made bad decisions? well.. turn over a new leaf! wait the other side also rotten.. haha.. got that from my cos.. lol!
chill.. hang out.. we won't get another teenage life..
ess
Saturday, December 6, 2008
?
hey...
weather's getting cold... and i guess he's coming tomorrow or Monday to stay here or something.. i dunno.. i dun wanna care, but there's a part of me that's really happy we're together...
life's been insane! i want him..
i dun even know what i'm typing! gosh...
leave me alone! -- u noe who u are!
scroll down to see our days together.. =P
ess
weather's getting cold... and i guess he's coming tomorrow or Monday to stay here or something.. i dunno.. i dun wanna care, but there's a part of me that's really happy we're together...
life's been insane! i want him..
i dun even know what i'm typing! gosh...
leave me alone! -- u noe who u are!
scroll down to see our days together.. =P
ess
Monday, December 1, 2008
good day of DECEMBER 1st!!!
anyway..
we went to the store today and i helped abit, chit chatted with some friends, we closed, and went down to one of my newest favorite eating outlets here!! whoohooo!! although its my first time going there, its so like one of he best bakeries in town!! i love it!! the pizza there is AMAZINGLY AWESOME ( to me its awesome, although some people don't really like it... ) and adding to my favorite lists, is the CAPPUCCINO!!! like omg... is amazingly LOVELY!! on the top they also sprinkled rose petals! lovely.. like so pretty!! man..
just LOVE it.. like ok.. today's like one of my best days of any of my December 1sts... haha.. so have to go back!!!! =)
my all time favorite CAPPUCCINO!
spot the heart shape!! ( don't say you can't see it... hint: it's near the rim of the cup... )
hugs and kisses!!
ess... muaxxxx..
we went to the store today and i helped abit, chit chatted with some friends, we closed, and went down to one of my newest favorite eating outlets here!! whoohooo!! although its my first time going there, its so like one of he best bakeries in town!! i love it!! the pizza there is AMAZINGLY AWESOME ( to me its awesome, although some people don't really like it... ) and adding to my favorite lists, is the CAPPUCCINO!!! like omg... is amazingly LOVELY!! on the top they also sprinkled rose petals! lovely.. like so pretty!! man..
just LOVE it.. like ok.. today's like one of my best days of any of my December 1sts... haha.. so have to go back!!!! =)
my all time favorite CAPPUCCINO!
spot the heart shape!! ( don't say you can't see it... hint: it's near the rim of the cup... )
hugs and kisses!!
ess... muaxxxx..
Sunday, November 30, 2008
last day of November!
ok lor...
like last day of November already... so fast huh? time flies like i dunno how fast lah.. haiz...
yesterday went to eat like SUPER YUMMY steamboat lah!! and then my father let me drink 2 GLASSES OF RED WINE! wahliao!! first time leh!! was going for 3rd but then, abit too much lor!! other than that, was like one of my greatest dinner since i've been here lor!!!
um.. then today it was my second but more like my introductory class to this English Corner that i promised to help with, and then they give you $$MONEY$$ for helping also!!! hehe... but then i abit shy, but i know i have to be active too! so like if you guys have any good ideas on how to be more ACTIVE, tell me please!! i need help...
baby and i have been like on roller coaster... up and down.... i miss him... but yeah, i guess he's going to be coming back soon... =)
SWEET 16 is like in 31 days!!! whoohoooo!! , IS THE DATE!!
DECEMBER 31
my wine!! mine ok, nobody gonna drink but me...
love ya'll!
ess
like last day of November already... so fast huh? time flies like i dunno how fast lah.. haiz...
yesterday went to eat like SUPER YUMMY steamboat lah!! and then my father let me drink 2 GLASSES OF RED WINE! wahliao!! first time leh!! was going for 3rd but then, abit too much lor!! other than that, was like one of my greatest dinner since i've been here lor!!!
um.. then today it was my second but more like my introductory class to this English Corner that i promised to help with, and then they give you $$MONEY$$ for helping also!!! hehe... but then i abit shy, but i know i have to be active too! so like if you guys have any good ideas on how to be more ACTIVE, tell me please!! i need help...
baby and i have been like on roller coaster... up and down.... i miss him... but yeah, i guess he's going to be coming back soon... =)
SWEET 16 is like in 31 days!!! whoohoooo!! , IS THE DATE!!
DECEMBER 31
my wine!! mine ok, nobody gonna drink but me...
love ya'll!
ess
Friday, November 21, 2008
hi!!!!
ok... start with the weather..
cold and seriously cold.. with no SNOW which makes it even COLDER lor.. wah piang... stupid la, no sNOW... make me wear more clothes oso make me look FATTER lor.. 哼!
and then there's the part where i want more interesting things to happen in my life even though most people think it's interesting enuf and etc. lor....
everyday like the same.. wah... die ah!
also with you this bf.. wat kind of bf are you! u want me to 担心死啊? u really wan me to die then just say so lor.. piang... insane la u! i give up liao lor... ok.. since your phone no $$ i don't BELIEVE outside no public phone ok! haiz.. nvm.. don't you worry I'LL BE JUST FINE... poof!!!!!!! i'll be ok... there's lots of people and there's more activities popping into my life..
i admit i have this new interest in CHEETAH SPOTS, PINK (not really new but... ), GLITTLER... AND FUR.. but of course not real fur lah.. i'm not that evil lah..
recently been watching this TAIWAN drama <黑糖玛奇朵>... wahliao!! like super hilarious can!! i know it come out last year but.. it's ok... love it!
cold and seriously cold.. with no SNOW which makes it even COLDER lor.. wah piang... stupid la, no sNOW... make me wear more clothes oso make me look FATTER lor.. 哼!
and then there's the part where i want more interesting things to happen in my life even though most people think it's interesting enuf and etc. lor....
everyday like the same.. wah... die ah!
also with you this bf.. wat kind of bf are you! u want me to 担心死啊? u really wan me to die then just say so lor.. piang... insane la u! i give up liao lor... ok.. since your phone no $$ i don't BELIEVE outside no public phone ok! haiz.. nvm.. don't you worry I'LL BE JUST FINE... poof!!!!!!! i'll be ok... there's lots of people and there's more activities popping into my life..
i admit i have this new interest in CHEETAH SPOTS, PINK (not really new but... ), GLITTLER... AND FUR.. but of course not real fur lah.. i'm not that evil lah..
recently been watching this TAIWAN drama <黑糖玛奇朵>... wahliao!! like super hilarious can!! i know it come out last year but.. it's ok... love it!
paiseh.. picture small... =.=... my bad..
enjoy!
ess
enjoy!
ess
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
back from Kashgar!
ok... to start of, don't even think of asking where Kashgar is...
for these reasons..
1) i don't know how to explain
2) even if i explain, you won't even know....
we went there on Saturday morning, and came back Tuesday evening ( today)...
the trip was mightily fun, very exhilarating, and RELAXING!
omg la... i also not sure where to start of...
we went to several places including the cultural bazar, the animal market, and the so-called animal farm too!
father's fren oso opened a cafe there, wah liao! got style man! abit like Starbucks or maybe more like CoffeeBean style.. love it!!!
its like my first time being there, thinking it was like a VILLAGE or something i was totally surprised at the fact that it's like most chinese cities.. it had everything and the most important! THERE'S NOT MUCH POLLUTION! which i think is the best factor! uh-huh!
the animal market which we went to, has partially transformed me into a VEGETARIAN... although i am partially a vegetarian, i still do eat CHICKEN meat!
we also went to the XiangFei tomb, long history behind it, and too long for me to relate to it but... she was one the chinese emperor's concubine... sweet-smelling etc... and like hell.. i got to ride a CAMEL there... like first time can! scared but worth it lor!!
oh, my oldest cousin's wedding was on Sunday, which we were NOT there to partake in, but even though, he's still coming to China to hold a dinner thingy lor! so ya...
part of where locals stay
sheep being sold at the animal market
the cafe!! i love that cake! as you can see its been partially eaten before being shot....
on the camel!!!
i love KASHGAR... it's like a historical place in itself!
ess
for these reasons..
1) i don't know how to explain
2) even if i explain, you won't even know....
we went there on Saturday morning, and came back Tuesday evening ( today)...
the trip was mightily fun, very exhilarating, and RELAXING!
omg la... i also not sure where to start of...
we went to several places including the cultural bazar, the animal market, and the so-called animal farm too!
father's fren oso opened a cafe there, wah liao! got style man! abit like Starbucks or maybe more like CoffeeBean style.. love it!!!
its like my first time being there, thinking it was like a VILLAGE or something i was totally surprised at the fact that it's like most chinese cities.. it had everything and the most important! THERE'S NOT MUCH POLLUTION! which i think is the best factor! uh-huh!
the animal market which we went to, has partially transformed me into a VEGETARIAN... although i am partially a vegetarian, i still do eat CHICKEN meat!
we also went to the XiangFei tomb, long history behind it, and too long for me to relate to it but... she was one the chinese emperor's concubine... sweet-smelling etc... and like hell.. i got to ride a CAMEL there... like first time can! scared but worth it lor!!
oh, my oldest cousin's wedding was on Sunday, which we were NOT there to partake in, but even though, he's still coming to China to hold a dinner thingy lor! so ya...
part of where locals stay
sheep being sold at the animal market
the cafe!! i love that cake! as you can see its been partially eaten before being shot....
on the camel!!!
i love KASHGAR... it's like a historical place in itself!
ess
Saturday, November 8, 2008
omg.... when it comes down...
ok... i know i haven't updated for like super long!!!
my bad!!
um... this year is the big year for me as well... it's gonna be my SUPER SWEET 16!!!! whooohooo!!! omg!!! i am so freakin excited!!! damn... it's blowing my brains out... as you can see on MTV's SUPER SWEET 16, they usually plan their parties some 3 or 2 months ahead of time... well... i have got 52 days including today to plan my party...
it's so totally insane... my bestie(manders) and i have been talking about this subject since like recently and man... it's much more complicated then it looks.. so well... she's helping me with my music... thanks...
gotta chill... it's gonna hit hard!!!
ess
my bad!!
Oct. 30, --- DAD'S BIRTHDAY & PARENT'S 28TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY!!!
got no idea why they chose the same date and etc.. probably because it's easier to remember... *shrugs.. gosh time flies...um... this year is the big year for me as well... it's gonna be my SUPER SWEET 16!!!! whooohooo!!! omg!!! i am so freakin excited!!! damn... it's blowing my brains out... as you can see on MTV's SUPER SWEET 16, they usually plan their parties some 3 or 2 months ahead of time... well... i have got 52 days including today to plan my party...
it's so totally insane... my bestie(manders) and i have been talking about this subject since like recently and man... it's much more complicated then it looks.. so well... she's helping me with my music... thanks...
gotta chill... it's gonna hit hard!!!
ess
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
state of confusion
well,
a lot of things have been in my mind, somethings are starting to clear up bit by bit, but there's also the pressure around me..
it's not that they're doing anything, but, how do tell someone about a certain something? i know it really depends on what the subject is...
i know, it's called LIFE.
maybe i just have to stand up... i know i'm strong and etc. but i guess this time i really really have to PUT ON MY BIG GIRL PANTIES... haha... maybe i really should... open my mouth and just spit it out...
life's a ball of tangled yarn... but i guess as you go through the different steps in life everyday, you'll eventually untangle it all out... but i doubt we'll really seriously untangle it ALL...
ess
a lot of things have been in my mind, somethings are starting to clear up bit by bit, but there's also the pressure around me..
it's not that they're doing anything, but, how do tell someone about a certain something? i know it really depends on what the subject is...
i know, it's called LIFE.
maybe i just have to stand up... i know i'm strong and etc. but i guess this time i really really have to PUT ON MY BIG GIRL PANTIES... haha... maybe i really should... open my mouth and just spit it out...
life's a ball of tangled yarn... but i guess as you go through the different steps in life everyday, you'll eventually untangle it all out... but i doubt we'll really seriously untangle it ALL...
ess
Sunday, October 26, 2008
another Sunday
like wow... time flies and there's nothing to do.. chatted with bestie, she said she envies me so much... tried telling her that i'm not perfect.. she argued that i have everything... a bf, laptop, hp.. u name it... it's not like she doesn't have a hp... but kept telling her that boys aren't everything in the world... there's more to life that guy and their toys.. they also can be damn irritating sometimes la.. but i guess it's forgivable.. their also humans so? lol...
i guess you can say there's more to life that just fun.. i mean, if you don't have $ or education, how are you supposed to have fun.. but yeah, studies are important too.. i have to admit.. =.=
study now, and then have FUN, like REAL FUN later on... my dad keeps telling me, " There's a time for everything... " it is a real fact...
so.. have to keep myself motivated... keep on studying, enjoy later... *shrugs..
ess
p.s. i want a pet
i guess you can say there's more to life that just fun.. i mean, if you don't have $ or education, how are you supposed to have fun.. but yeah, studies are important too.. i have to admit.. =.=
study now, and then have FUN, like REAL FUN later on... my dad keeps telling me, " There's a time for everything... " it is a real fact...
so.. have to keep myself motivated... keep on studying, enjoy later... *shrugs..
it's like sunset in the background!
ess
p.s. i want a pet
Saturday, October 25, 2008
at home...
ah!!!
today like so sian leh... at home the whole day, not allowed to go out, gonna die liao lor..
haiz... so frustrated.. not even allowed to chill with frens.. wat kinda world is this? omg.. slap me!
busy with school, mostly electives, weather getting damn cold la! see, that's the problem. when it's summer, i want winter, when it's cold i just want it HOT! i tell you guys ok... humans are like that... human nature.. never satisfied with what we have.. sorry.. we're after all just humans ok!
life is great... just tat there's some things that are difficult to tell someone... like parents for example.. so much i want to tell.. but so difficult to put in words.. wah piang.. =.=
whole day on9.. haha.. sian.. wahliao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
love u!
ess
today like so sian leh... at home the whole day, not allowed to go out, gonna die liao lor..
haiz... so frustrated.. not even allowed to chill with frens.. wat kinda world is this? omg.. slap me!
busy with school, mostly electives, weather getting damn cold la! see, that's the problem. when it's summer, i want winter, when it's cold i just want it HOT! i tell you guys ok... humans are like that... human nature.. never satisfied with what we have.. sorry.. we're after all just humans ok!
life is great... just tat there's some things that are difficult to tell someone... like parents for example.. so much i want to tell.. but so difficult to put in words.. wah piang.. =.=
whole day on9.. haha.. sian.. wahliao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
love u!
ess
Friday, October 24, 2008
when it all gets sticky...
when you move on, you're happy with the present, and the past comes creeping up to you.. and that's when i just sorta wanna break down...
but hey, sorry but, i gave you so many chances to get back together, but you didn't respond... and now when you see that when i'm happy and loving someone else you just have to give me all that b*llshit.. damn...
go get a life!
but i guess i'm not that merciless ok... 我真心为你祝福...
but hey baby, don't let go.. what we have is strong... don't forget our promises, what we have...
we're not gonna let anyone mess us up... i love u
loving every minute...
ess
but hey, sorry but, i gave you so many chances to get back together, but you didn't respond... and now when you see that when i'm happy and loving someone else you just have to give me all that b*llshit.. damn...
go get a life!
but i guess i'm not that merciless ok... 我真心为你祝福...
but hey baby, don't let go.. what we have is strong... don't forget our promises, what we have...
we're not gonna let anyone mess us up... i love u
loving every minute...
ess
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
haha
today went to the visa place, but still not yet renew it yet... haiz...
dunno wat to do liao... sian with life...
happy sad happy sad...
wahliao..
really frustrated with everything la... seriously everything lor...
my whole world... life as if its caving in, whatever i try to do will help let my world cave in... as if everything is a beautiful disaster...
like u are...
good in every way to me, but there's a part missing in you... such a beautiful disaster...
shrugs..
well...
i'm just freaking tired!
ess
dunno wat to do liao... sian with life...
happy sad happy sad...
wahliao..
really frustrated with everything la... seriously everything lor...
my whole world... life as if its caving in, whatever i try to do will help let my world cave in... as if everything is a beautiful disaster...
like u are...
good in every way to me, but there's a part missing in you... such a beautiful disaster...
shrugs..
well...
i'm just freaking tired!
ess
Monday, October 20, 2008
b-e-a-u-tiful!
happy all the way!
baby FINALLY came... we spent 2-3 absolute days together! and boy, did we have fun.. stayed at home those few days.. he came and we had fun hell yeah!
we bought 情侣 rings... they're like stars, and then they fit together perfectly just like jig-saw puzzle... haha..
he left on sunday even tho he wanted to stay a little longer.. =( man.. starting to miss my baby real bad, it hurts..
but i know i can wait... i love him.. haha...
silly girl...
LOVE IS PATIENT? right?
those days we spent together are short but we did have great fun...
today is our 101 days together!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love u baby!
ess
baby FINALLY came... we spent 2-3 absolute days together! and boy, did we have fun.. stayed at home those few days.. he came and we had fun hell yeah!
we bought 情侣 rings... they're like stars, and then they fit together perfectly just like jig-saw puzzle... haha..
he left on sunday even tho he wanted to stay a little longer.. =( man.. starting to miss my baby real bad, it hurts..
but i know i can wait... i love him.. haha...
silly girl...
LOVE IS PATIENT? right?
those days we spent together are short but we did have great fun...
today is our 101 days together!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love u baby!
ess
Sunday, October 12, 2008
3 months and so?
like haha...
today is our 3 months anni. and so?
happy but sad... what's wrong here? omg... i dunno!
i like u, u like me.... *shrugs...
but hey, seriously, you've been a big hit in my life.. i'm telling the truth ok.
i want this to last ok?
other than THAT.
my life is going ok... rushing against time...
it's beautiful... if life gives u lemons, make lemonade!
just stating the fact!
weather is good... getting cold but it's cool!
love u
ess
p.s. i need u
today is our 3 months anni. and so?
happy but sad... what's wrong here? omg... i dunno!
i like u, u like me.... *shrugs...
but hey, seriously, you've been a big hit in my life.. i'm telling the truth ok.
i want this to last ok?
other than THAT.
my life is going ok... rushing against time...
it's beautiful... if life gives u lemons, make lemonade!
just stating the fact!
weather is good... getting cold but it's cool!
love u
ess
p.s. i need u
Friday, October 10, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!
today is baby's bday! 19 liao lor...
old man! no lah!! haha..
i really wish i could be there with u to celebrate! miss u so much...
sorry that your parents are not with u today, all busy with their own lives... but hey, at least u have your grand-parents rite?
2 days later and then we're 3 months together liao.. =)
we have to be strong ok?
i love u!! lol..
don't forget i'm just a phone call away!
love ya!
ess
old man! no lah!! haha..
i really wish i could be there with u to celebrate! miss u so much...
sorry that your parents are not with u today, all busy with their own lives... but hey, at least u have your grand-parents rite?
2 days later and then we're 3 months together liao.. =)
we have to be strong ok?
i love u!! lol..
don't forget i'm just a phone call away!
love ya!
ess
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
long time huh?
nothing much going on lah...
just keep on studying and studying etc.
weather is ok.. everything is ok lor...
baby's bday is this friday, 10/10... and dunno if we can spend it together... so difficult... then sunday, 12/10 is like our 3 month anni. liao... haiz...
sometimes i just feel like getting go... dunno if we have time for each other anymore... even tho we really wanna spend time together la... but LOVE IS PATIENT right?
what LOVE really is about...
whoooo...
ess
just keep on studying and studying etc.
weather is ok.. everything is ok lor...
baby's bday is this friday, 10/10... and dunno if we can spend it together... so difficult... then sunday, 12/10 is like our 3 month anni. liao... haiz...
sometimes i just feel like getting go... dunno if we have time for each other anymore... even tho we really wanna spend time together la... but LOVE IS PATIENT right?
what LOVE really is about...
whoooo...
ess
Monday, September 22, 2008
not sure... stuck..
lately haven't really been concentrating during class.. difficult to really concentrate when you have so much in ur mind..
even though u're back we also can't see each other... feeling really uneasy.. but i know i have to be PATIENT... but... i just want to see you so much.. i really miss you...
just feel so stuck.. lost... 我真的很想你....
yesterday keep playing with dunno what breed dog, but very big leh! but that one only 6 months... huge...
dun even know what i'm writing...
haiz...
miss u
ess
even though u're back we also can't see each other... feeling really uneasy.. but i know i have to be PATIENT... but... i just want to see you so much.. i really miss you...
just feel so stuck.. lost... 我真的很想你....
yesterday keep playing with dunno what breed dog, but very big leh! but that one only 6 months... huge...
dun even know what i'm writing...
haiz...
miss u
ess
Friday, September 19, 2008
new
omg la!
i want that nokia phone...
i want JUICY COUTURE...
i want fun....
i want good stuff...
i want you...
i want you to come back and be able to spend more time with me...
JUICY COUTURE...
so you guys want to buy me any present... you can get JUICY COUTURE... or anything that have crowns on it! =)
ess
i want that nokia phone...
i want JUICY COUTURE...
i want fun....
i want good stuff...
i want you...
i want you to come back and be able to spend more time with me...
JUICY COUTURE...
so you guys want to buy me any present... you can get JUICY COUTURE... or anything that have crowns on it! =)
ess
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
like that lor
haiz..
lately alot alot of stress..
keep saying want to die, but then after that come to think of it, i remind myself that i not yet do alot of things... i still not yet get juicy couture ok!
incredible...
it's called life...
have to pull through.. i want to... =)
some plans have been changed end up really disappointed..
nothing to say...
haiz...
well, i guess i just gotta be patient..
time changes things
*shrugs...
不知道啦...
anyways..
=/
i just want you to know i really miss you..
ess
lately alot alot of stress..
keep saying want to die, but then after that come to think of it, i remind myself that i not yet do alot of things... i still not yet get juicy couture ok!
incredible...
it's called life...
have to pull through.. i want to... =)
some plans have been changed end up really disappointed..
nothing to say...
haiz...
well, i guess i just gotta be patient..
time changes things
*shrugs...
不知道啦...
anyways..
=/
i just want you to know i really miss you..
ess
Sunday, September 14, 2008
omg!!!
baby is coming on Wednesday...
arriving at 4 something.. but...
the problem is...
have to go to teacher's hse at like 3pm... =( ... to study, and then have meeting...
will finish around 10pm...
how?
so i told baby to come pick me up after that lor...
he said ok, but his mother want him to go back right after he land.. so selfish right? not offending anyone hor.. but ppl also tired mah.. he not robot ok... wahliao.. tsk
haiz...
so excited, but so nervous! breathe!!
also got another problem... now got essay and report to do... haiz.. STRESS la..
keep saying i wanna die, but after that... i remind myself i not yet buy so many things, or do so many things so... i still wanna live lor.. haha...
stress...
i miss baby.. but also so damn nervous..
love u!
muaxxxx...
ess
arriving at 4 something.. but...
the problem is...
have to go to teacher's hse at like 3pm... =( ... to study, and then have meeting...
will finish around 10pm...
how?
so i told baby to come pick me up after that lor...
he said ok, but his mother want him to go back right after he land.. so selfish right? not offending anyone hor.. but ppl also tired mah.. he not robot ok... wahliao.. tsk
haiz...
so excited, but so nervous! breathe!!
also got another problem... now got essay and report to do... haiz.. STRESS la..
keep saying i wanna die, but after that... i remind myself i not yet buy so many things, or do so many things so... i still wanna live lor.. haha...
stress...
i miss baby.. but also so damn nervous..
love u!
muaxxxx...
ess
Friday, September 12, 2008
2 months...
hehe... =)
well... today is September 12, 2008 right?
we've been together 2 months... yup..
but it doesn't seem right.. feels like we've known each other so much longer... haha...
it's incredible how time flies..
it just passes through your hands.. wow!
=)
we've been together 2 months... yup..
but it doesn't seem right.. feels like we've known each other so much longer... haha...
it's incredible how time flies..
it just passes through your hands.. wow!
=)
that's just a short dedication for us..
anyways.. today was like cool.. nothing much happened..
baby got another new puppy to look after now... and i'm her mother, he's the dad...
her name is 伊林白妹... B-E-A-U-tiful huh? lol.. hilarious... my pal and i got the idea for her name from the incredible drama series <18禁不禁>.. wonderful.. =)
he's coming back probably end of this month, or somewhere around there... nervous.. haha.. time flies..
so catch it while you can.. don't waste any more time.. i keep trying to tell myself that.. =/ oh well..
our baby girl.. hehe... cute?
anyways.. today was like cool.. nothing much happened..
baby got another new puppy to look after now... and i'm her mother, he's the dad...
her name is 伊林白妹... B-E-A-U-tiful huh? lol.. hilarious... my pal and i got the idea for her name from the incredible drama series <18禁不禁>.. wonderful.. =)
he's coming back probably end of this month, or somewhere around there... nervous.. haha.. time flies..
so catch it while you can.. don't waste any more time.. i keep trying to tell myself that.. =/ oh well..
our baby girl.. hehe... cute?
一直在这里等你哦!
essTuesday, September 9, 2008
time!!
ok..
to really admit it...
i'm sick of it.. i know i'm trying to learn how to be patient this year and etc. but.. c'mon..
it's really sickening! they keep bringing it backwards.. or rather later..
why can't they just let you come back! damn..
gonna blow someone's head off soon.. ah...
so freakin' pissed..
i hate ...
i dunno...
i guess if you don't keep track of time, it just flies right by you..
for example.. August flew by with a blink of an eye!
lol..
haiz
ess
to really admit it...
i'm sick of it.. i know i'm trying to learn how to be patient this year and etc. but.. c'mon..
it's really sickening! they keep bringing it backwards.. or rather later..
why can't they just let you come back! damn..
gonna blow someone's head off soon.. ah...
so freakin' pissed..
i hate ...
i dunno...
i guess if you don't keep track of time, it just flies right by you..
for example.. August flew by with a blink of an eye!
lol..
haiz
ess
Thursday, September 4, 2008
omg... going down...........
ok...
caught up with school today... did like lots.. almost die.. my brain cells were like blowing out of their socket thingys..
tsktsktsk..
and then trouble came looking for me...
see... i'm searching for the right, but it seems that wrong really loves my company...
well.. was playing badminton... almost hit passerby in the facek, damn funny... lol... and then retribution la... almost got knock down dead by stupid car.. wahliao... felt like smashing car with the racket... haiz..
caught up with school today... did like lots.. almost die.. my brain cells were like blowing out of their socket thingys..
tsktsktsk..
and then trouble came looking for me...
see... i'm searching for the right, but it seems that wrong really loves my company...
well.. was playing badminton... almost hit passerby in the facek, damn funny... lol... and then retribution la... almost got knock down dead by stupid car.. wahliao... felt like smashing car with the racket... haiz..
i don't know what to do...
everything seems so vague...
you are close, but it still feels like you're a thousand miles away...
ppl keep talking...
what can i do to seriously shut them up and stuff their mouths with anti-rubbish fluid?
damn...
i know they're being thoughtful but hey...
*shakes head...
everything seems so vague...
you are close, but it still feels like you're a thousand miles away...
ppl keep talking...
what can i do to seriously shut them up and stuff their mouths with anti-rubbish fluid?
damn...
i know they're being thoughtful but hey...
*shakes head...
speechless...
lol...
ess
lol...
ess
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
pls...
well...
been doing nothing lately but studying, and playing badminton...
i really miss you.. ppl around me keep warning me, but i really don't want those warnings to be true..
i don't want my heart to broken once more...
i want what you said to come true.. that we'll last forever... pls...
i'm scared... pls...
i bruise easily...
ess
been doing nothing lately but studying, and playing badminton...
i really miss you.. ppl around me keep warning me, but i really don't want those warnings to be true..
i don't want my heart to broken once more...
i want what you said to come true.. that we'll last forever... pls...
i'm scared... pls...
i bruise easily...
ess
Saturday, August 30, 2008
shrugs
why is life so difficult?
answer: because it wouldn't be called life if it wasn't difficult...
true... i've been going through that question and answer round and round my head so many times...
i just wonder, what if 1 day everybody got what they wanted.. what would it be like? for me, i'd be overjoyed... happy.. but that wouldn't be right.. i guess u just got to face reality in order to know what is life.. i don't know what i'm talking abt either...
haha...
well.. most of the time i guess you have to do things the hard way in order to know what is right... ppl have to go through ups and downs in life... you learn lessons! for me, its just lessons learned, and maybe some regrets included...
everybody has been given a plan in life, mine's weird... even though on the outside my life seems so perfect to alot of people... but hey, remember this, not everybody's life is perfect.. in fact, no one's life is perfect at all!
answer: because it wouldn't be called life if it wasn't difficult...
true... i've been going through that question and answer round and round my head so many times...
i just wonder, what if 1 day everybody got what they wanted.. what would it be like? for me, i'd be overjoyed... happy.. but that wouldn't be right.. i guess u just got to face reality in order to know what is life.. i don't know what i'm talking abt either...
haha...
well.. most of the time i guess you have to do things the hard way in order to know what is right... ppl have to go through ups and downs in life... you learn lessons! for me, its just lessons learned, and maybe some regrets included...
everybody has been given a plan in life, mine's weird... even though on the outside my life seems so perfect to alot of people... but hey, remember this, not everybody's life is perfect.. in fact, no one's life is perfect at all!
it's not what counts on the outside, it's what counts on the inside!
that's the truth... nobody has it perfect... lol..
anyways...
went shopping and almost died of tiredness.. gosh.. suicide... tsk tsk tsk... SHOPPING IS TIRING ok... man! everybody knows that... =) oh yeah.. i got a tattoo today.. friend paid for it! love it!! muaxx...
time flies so slowly... but i'm learning how to be patient...
i love u!
will be right here waiting for you...
my tattoo i got today!!
ess
anyways...
went shopping and almost died of tiredness.. gosh.. suicide... tsk tsk tsk... SHOPPING IS TIRING ok... man! everybody knows that... =) oh yeah.. i got a tattoo today.. friend paid for it! love it!! muaxx...
time flies so slowly... but i'm learning how to be patient...
i love u!
will be right here waiting for you...
my tattoo i got today!!
ess
Friday, August 29, 2008
freaky ok...
what would u do if like...
ur ex-bf fren that u don't know, sms u and say when he coming back etc. and he say it's ur mission... omg... freaking out..
but now u already have another bf... i mean... damn~ i don't know what to do..
i... gosh...
ok whatever..
anyways...
studying, playing, sleeping, eating... oh yeah..
1 more thing!!
i've fallen in love with PLAYING CARDS...
everyday hanging out at friend's store playing cards.. use $$$ almost bankrupt, but anyways... lol
i love u...
i can't wait for u to come back!
ess
ur ex-bf fren that u don't know, sms u and say when he coming back etc. and he say it's ur mission... omg... freaking out..
but now u already have another bf... i mean... damn~ i don't know what to do..
i... gosh...
ok whatever..
anyways...
studying, playing, sleeping, eating... oh yeah..
1 more thing!!
i've fallen in love with PLAYING CARDS...
everyday hanging out at friend's store playing cards.. use $$$ almost bankrupt, but anyways... lol
i love u...
i can't wait for u to come back!
ess
Monday, August 25, 2008
hot and cold...
some relationships are just weird... well mine... =.=
like its just so funny..
one moment i just feel like blowing his guts out and the other i just wanna hold on to him and never let go no matter what... to tell the truth... he told me the same thing.. lol!
it's just so funny... it tickles me terribly... everytime i think of him making me laugh i just CRACK up...
haha... love? trust?
i dunno what i've gotten myself into.. *shrugs...
ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyways...
today was cool.. went to friend's place and alot of pals were there... CRACKED the place up.. filled her store with laughter, ppl thought the mental hospital close down... and the whole lot of "xiao" (crazy) ppl come out free.. crazy
gtg
bed time!
love ya'll!
ess
like its just so funny..
one moment i just feel like blowing his guts out and the other i just wanna hold on to him and never let go no matter what... to tell the truth... he told me the same thing.. lol!
it's just so funny... it tickles me terribly... everytime i think of him making me laugh i just CRACK up...
haha... love? trust?
without trust, where do u find the love? isn't that right??
l.o.li dunno what i've gotten myself into.. *shrugs...
ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyways...
today was cool.. went to friend's place and alot of pals were there... CRACKED the place up.. filled her store with laughter, ppl thought the mental hospital close down... and the whole lot of "xiao" (crazy) ppl come out free.. crazy
gtg
bed time!
love ya'll!
ess
Sunday, August 24, 2008
slow!
walao!!
computer getting damn slow la!!
stupid..
stayed at home... didn't do much.. keep watching movies.. had lunch... den continue with korean drama... slept for like forever.. den "someone" call me hor... give me heart attack.. some more can scold me lazy leh..
what kinda of world is this... lol..
aiya... outside so hot...
at home wuliao... nothing to do... feel so lazy... want to go out.. but still so LAZY... haiz.. what to do? a girl needs to get her BEAUTY SLEEP right? haha...
i miss you!!! i want you!! come back soon! September 25 feels tooooo FAR away... you tell me to be patient.. i can try to be patient... they all tell me to just bear with it a little longer and everything's gonna be alright.. lol... =) i'll do it all for you.. i love ya!!
ess
computer getting damn slow la!!
stupid..
stayed at home... didn't do much.. keep watching movies.. had lunch... den continue with korean drama... slept for like forever.. den "someone" call me hor... give me heart attack.. some more can scold me lazy leh..
what kinda of world is this... lol..
aiya... outside so hot...
at home wuliao... nothing to do... feel so lazy... want to go out.. but still so LAZY... haiz.. what to do? a girl needs to get her BEAUTY SLEEP right? haha...
i miss you!!! i want you!! come back soon! September 25 feels tooooo FAR away... you tell me to be patient.. i can try to be patient... they all tell me to just bear with it a little longer and everything's gonna be alright.. lol... =) i'll do it all for you.. i love ya!!
ess
Saturday, August 23, 2008
home....
oh....
stayed at home today... dun dare to go out for a certain reason.... um...
still sick but still alive... lol... =P
anyways...
dead boring... woke up.. watch movie... eat.. watch Korean drama, show's name is <说你爱我> really really good, but also very frustrating! not east to explain until you watch it yourself... sleep...
waiting for that phone call that will never come today...
man... i just hate it when you know something will not happen and you still wait for it... fat hopes... ppl are busy.. it's called LIFE... haha...
haiz...
i just love it the way you care about me... i dunno how to explain it... but deep inside i can see it... it's difficult to explain but, i guess only you and me can really see and feel it? i dunno... *shrugs...
i don't want to be living in a world of lies... i hate to even think about it when one day i open my eyes and i realize i've been lying to myself all this time... i've done it before and i don't want to hurt myself or anybody around me again...
dun wanna betray myself all over again...
i know how it feels... it's painful...
i just want to know the truth! also dun wanna live in world of doubts...
love you
ess
stayed at home today... dun dare to go out for a certain reason.... um...
still sick but still alive... lol... =P
anyways...
dead boring... woke up.. watch movie... eat.. watch Korean drama, show's name is <说你爱我> really really good, but also very frustrating! not east to explain until you watch it yourself... sleep...
waiting for that phone call that will never come today...
man... i just hate it when you know something will not happen and you still wait for it... fat hopes... ppl are busy.. it's called LIFE... haha...
haiz...
i just love it the way you care about me... i dunno how to explain it... but deep inside i can see it... it's difficult to explain but, i guess only you and me can really see and feel it? i dunno... *shrugs...
i don't want to be living in a world of lies... i hate to even think about it when one day i open my eyes and i realize i've been lying to myself all this time... i've done it before and i don't want to hurt myself or anybody around me again...
dun wanna betray myself all over again...
i know how it feels... it's painful...
i just want to know the truth! also dun wanna live in world of doubts...
love you
ess
Friday, August 22, 2008
freaking out...
ok... um...
alot has been on my mind since yesterday evening... omg... omg!!
ok um...
you know when someone that is your friend, tells you a something that might involve the safety of you and you family.... and your special someone knows abt it and is keeping it from you cos he doesn't want you to be worried and all... and infront of him you just gotta act like you don't know anything because you don't want him to be even more worried?
how do you even keep it a secret without even crying yourself to sleep? well... tears come real fast for me nowadays... didn't happen last time... gosh... freaking out!
help? someone? anybody?
anyways...
today was like crazy... felt like i'm just spinning in circles....
help...
ess
alot has been on my mind since yesterday evening... omg... omg!!
ok um...
you know when someone that is your friend, tells you a something that might involve the safety of you and you family.... and your special someone knows abt it and is keeping it from you cos he doesn't want you to be worried and all... and infront of him you just gotta act like you don't know anything because you don't want him to be even more worried?
how do you even keep it a secret without even crying yourself to sleep? well... tears come real fast for me nowadays... didn't happen last time... gosh... freaking out!
help? someone? anybody?
anyways...
today was like crazy... felt like i'm just spinning in circles....
help...
ess
Thursday, August 21, 2008
what can i do to make you.....
omg...
the last few days have been freaking horrible...
down with sickness... cough... cough...cough... feels like i'm gonna cough everything out... gosh...
finally FINISHED my 1000 word essay... gosh... sigh of relief...
school is going good...
all i want to say is... thank you for everything you've given me... i just love it how someone can love you... how you feel when you are loved... what can i do to make you feel more loved... i just so much things to say to you... three words is all i need to say...
ess
the last few days have been freaking horrible...
down with sickness... cough... cough...cough... feels like i'm gonna cough everything out... gosh...
finally FINISHED my 1000 word essay... gosh... sigh of relief...
school is going good...
all i want to say is... thank you for everything you've given me... i just love it how someone can love you... how you feel when you are loved... what can i do to make you feel more loved... i just so much things to say to you... three words is all i need to say...
I LOVE YOU
i miss you... come back SOON! muaxx
that's it... full stop!
that's it... full stop!
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
hey...
anyways...
didn't update much...
but ok..
Friday - August 15, 2008
went to lil's slpover party... omg... what a bash, except that couldn't watch scary movies cos there's a girl that her parents only let her watch G-Rated movies... =.= we're the kind of ppl that LOVE to watch scary movies and there we go watching cartoons, not saying they're not good.. the one we watched was awesome.. one of the best cartoons ever!! then they fell asleep and i was wide awake with Manders... gosh... best pal... we saw the full moon, oh yeah, that day was Ghost Festival also i think... we stayed indoors.. haha.. bea utiful moon with clouds under it... i loved it... she though it was creepy.. haha... talked alot that n ight... slept at 6:30am... woke up at 9:30am... goodness...
Saturday - August 16, 2008
went to dad's store.. omg... felt so sleepy it felt like i was sleep walking over... mother say i look like walking corpse... =.= stayed there until time to go home... was sitting on the bar stools, and dozing off... workers so afraid i gonna fall off... haha. .. slept at 10:30pm that night, earliest record!
Sunday - August 17, 2008
stayed at home... woke up at noon... wow... beautiful sleep... felt like sleeping beauty! haha...
didn't do much at all...
skip two days till now..
Tuesday - August 19, 2008
well actually Wednesday... did school.. had fun with f riends... was looking through this army magazine, and OMG!! i love their guns!! especially AK-47... really good... i would change the colors if i could!
~kinda worried about YOU... i know you don't want me to worry... but i can't help it! but hey... take care of yourself for me ok? i love you...
the sky... on the way to lil's party... the moon but not clear... Friday night...
the donkey was actually Monday, but right infront of our store! gosh... drink i made on Saturday... sweet and sour... real good... mix of fruits...
ess
didn't update much...
but ok..
Friday - August 15, 2008
went to lil's slpover party... omg... what a bash, except that couldn't watch scary movies cos there's a girl that her parents only let her watch G-Rated movies... =.= we're the kind of ppl that LOVE to watch scary movies and there we go watching cartoons, not saying they're not good.. the one we watched was awesome.. one of the best cartoons ever!! then they fell asleep and i was wide awake with Manders... gosh... best pal... we saw the full moon, oh yeah, that day was Ghost
Saturday - August 16, 2008
went to dad's store.. omg... felt so sleepy it felt like i was sleep walking over... mother say i look like walking corpse... =.= stayed there until time to go home... was sitting on the bar stools, and dozing off... workers so afraid i gonna fall off... haha.
Sunday - August 17, 2008
didn't do much at all...
skip two days till now..
well actually Wednesday... did school.. had fun with f
~kinda worried about YOU... i know you don't want me to worry... but i can't help it! but hey... take care of yourself for me ok? i love you...
the sky... on the way to lil's party... the moon but not clear... Friday night...
the donkey was actually Monday, but right infront of our store! gosh... drink i made on Saturday... sweet and sour... real good... mix of fruits...
ess
Sunday, August 17, 2008
me?
what am i? i can't find myself... i know i can take my time to look for me, but... still.... i don't even know who i am... forget about what i am... *shrugs...
anyways...
trying my best to be patient, because that is one element that blows everybody that is close to me, i mean people try to stand it, but after awhile, i know they will just walk away and all, and i don't want that!
i just want to fit in some where... some where that i can call my own. some where i know i can feel relaxed..
sorry i haven't found that yet, if i had i won't be here blabbering on and on...
just stuck in the middle of everything...
ess
anyways...
trying my best to be patient, because that is one element that blows everybody that is close to me, i mean people try to stand it, but after awhile, i know they will just walk away and all, and i don't want that!
i just want to fit in some where... some where that i can call my own. some where i know i can feel relaxed..
sorry i haven't found that yet, if i had i won't be here blabbering on and on...
just stuck in the middle of everything...
ess
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
oh happy day
hihi!!!
today was great, nice weather, not too hot... cooling..... heeheehehehehe..... really happy lately... =)
oh, i forgot to upload something yesterday, omg..
so coincidental leh... my mother and i made mooncake for fun yesterday, more or less testing out lor... and den i made a mooncake myself just for out anni... aiya.. i shy lah... *blush... =) *winks...
1 month so also 1 个月饼 lor....
whatever lah....
nothing much happen today... but just feel over excited...
anyways...
oh yeah... the 080808 olympic opening was so looooong but also so nice... the performance was awesome though!! =) lasted for 4 hours.. haiz...
my moon cake that i made... so proud... hehe..
love ya'll!
ess
today was great, nice weather, not too hot... cooling..... heeheehehehehe..... really happy lately... =)
oh, i forgot to upload something yesterday, omg..
so coincidental leh... my mother and i made mooncake for fun yesterday, more or less testing out lor... and den i made a mooncake myself just for out anni... aiya.. i shy lah... *blush... =) *winks...
1 month so also 1 个月饼 lor....
whatever lah....
nothing much happen today... but just feel over excited...
anyways...
oh yeah... the 080808 olympic opening was so looooong but also so nice... the performance was awesome though!! =) lasted for 4 hours.. haiz...
my moon cake that i made... so proud... hehe..
love ya'll!
ess
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
well....
its been a rough time lately,
both of us are busy, well, mostly you are the one that's busy...
meetings... training, etc....
and i try to be patient... even though the whole world knows i'm not... i wanna change this year, i want to find myself... that's all..
today is our 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY...
=) ... ppl might see and just say, gosh, its only a month, what's the big deal?
but hey! we've been through alot.. i still want you to accompany me when i feel down, or when i'm happy... i want to do the same for you too...
oh well...
i'll be right here waiting for you...
*winks...
ess
both of us are busy, well, mostly you are the one that's busy...
meetings... training, etc....
and i try to be patient... even though the whole world knows i'm not... i wanna change this year, i want to find myself... that's all..
today is our 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY...
=) ... ppl might see and just say, gosh, its only a month, what's the big deal?
but hey! we've been through alot.. i still want you to accompany me when i feel down, or when i'm happy... i want to do the same for you too...
oh well...
i'll be right here waiting for you...
*winks...
ess
Saturday, August 9, 2008
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!
tODAY is the date and Singapore is now 43!!
whoohoo!! so proud that i am a SINGAPOREAN!! it was such a hard time for Singapore, but hey ppl!! look at where we are now!!!
even though i'm not in my own country, i still am celebrating for her bday!
at home right now, with pal, and yeah, great day so far. had lots of friends and new friends come by to the store, and then we went SHOPPING!!
will tell about yesterday's 080808 olympic tmr...
love ya'll
ess
whoohoo!! so proud that i am a SINGAPOREAN!! it was such a hard time for Singapore, but hey ppl!! look at where we are now!!!
even though i'm not in my own country, i still am celebrating for her bday!
at home right now, with pal, and yeah, great day so far. had lots of friends and new friends come by to the store, and then we went SHOPPING!!
will tell about yesterday's 080808 olympic tmr...
love ya'll
ess
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
好烦!!!
wahliao...
angry lah...
everytime get mistakened by other ppl.... tsk...
haiz... i guess its just part of God's will that i become ppl's living punching bag... its ok, i'm used to it! not!!!
what do you ppl think i am!! i have feelings too ok!! haiz...
speechless...
没话说了.....
=.=
disappointed... what to do... this is my 命运 lor...
anyways...
today went with lily to get her ears pierced... she actually have a pair but, want some more... wah.. she not scared of pain leh... she was holding my hand but i was squezzing her hand.. what logic is that!! tsk tsk tsk... disappoint myself... ok la! i admit i'm a sucker for pain!! =) *winks...
i miss all of you!!
love ya!
ess
angry lah...
everytime get mistakened by other ppl.... tsk...
haiz... i guess its just part of God's will that i become ppl's living punching bag... its ok, i'm used to it! not!!!
what do you ppl think i am!! i have feelings too ok!! haiz...
speechless...
没话说了.....
=.=
disappointed... what to do... this is my 命运 lor...
anyways...
today went with lily to get her ears pierced... she actually have a pair but, want some more... wah.. she not scared of pain leh... she was holding my hand but i was squezzing her hand.. what logic is that!! tsk tsk tsk... disappoint myself... ok la! i admit i'm a sucker for pain!! =) *winks...
i miss all of you!!
love ya!
ess
Saturday, August 2, 2008
well o well...
it is not normal hot it is like SIZZLING HOT! and the wind that comes with it is like omg... i'm being cooked in the oven, and then become roasted ess... omg... die la... wheww....
i guess my plans to go shopping is like down the drain.... so not gonna go out...
um...
oh yeah!
solar eclipse happened yesterday evening.. omg! first time for me ok!! amazing experience!!! wow...
just schoool....
plans for tmr is to stay home, on the couch, get ice-creams, have the fan blowing, cool air at least, watch movies, gooood movies, =), and um... sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep... zzzzzz...
that's all thats left to do.. i dun wanna be burnt to death outside, NO! its better inside... haha...lol...
yup...
that's all... i guess... winks...
love you!!
ess
i guess my plans to go shopping is like down the drain.... so not gonna go out...
um...
oh yeah!
solar eclipse happened yesterday evening.. omg! first time for me ok!! amazing experience!!! wow...
just schoool....
plans for tmr is to stay home, on the couch, get ice-creams, have the fan blowing, cool air at least, watch movies, gooood movies, =), and um... sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep... zzzzzz...
that's all thats left to do.. i dun wanna be burnt to death outside, NO! its better inside... haha...lol...
yup...
that's all... i guess... winks...
love you!!
ess
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
haiz...
aiya...
sian...
have been staying in the house for like 2 days already.. omg.. not allowed to go anywhere, just study, study, study.... =.=
aiyo.. i'm gonna die like this, like a bird dying in a cage... =(
even walking around the estate still feel like being in prison.. wah piang eh... die la...
anyways... things are cool now... just that he has this thing that he wants to go swimming and drag me along... something wrong with his head... i know how to swim but no mood lah... =.=
um.... ate alot... some more got ppl who are fatter than me say i loose so much weight already.. omg.. how flattering... haha.. lol.... =)
latest investment so far... buying Heineken shirt... me and lily bought them.. she has pink i have green... *shrugs...
oh yeah.. something wrong with my elbow.. pain leh... dunno what i do... hurting since yesterday morning.. wah liao... hiaz...
rabbit before she ran away....
my Heineken shirt.... haiz...
bored...
anyways.. love ya'll!
ess
sian...
have been staying in the house for like 2 days already.. omg.. not allowed to go anywhere, just study, study, study.... =.=
aiyo.. i'm gonna die like this, like a bird dying in a cage... =(
even walking around the estate still feel like being in prison.. wah piang eh... die la...
anyways... things are cool now... just that he has this thing that he wants to go swimming and drag me along... something wrong with his head... i know how to swim but no mood lah... =.=
um.... ate alot... some more got ppl who are fatter than me say i loose so much weight already.. omg.. how flattering... haha.. lol.... =)
latest investment so far... buying Heineken shirt... me and lily bought them.. she has pink i have green... *shrugs...
oh yeah.. something wrong with my elbow.. pain leh... dunno what i do... hurting since yesterday morning.. wah liao... hiaz...
rabbit before she ran away....
my Heineken shirt.... haiz...
bored...
anyways.. love ya'll!
ess
Monday, July 28, 2008
shitty day lah!!
omg...
can't anyone just study in peace! omg.... freak lah!!! stupid basketball... go to ****.... ah!!!!
can't anyone just hear me before judging me! can't anyone just listen for abit!!! can't you just listen...
you don't care what my explanation is, you won't listen.. i know you've had a bad day, i feel you... but still... can't you just listen to what i've got to say? i know how you feel, but have you thought about how i'm feeling too?? why can't i have a bad day too?
i am so disappointed... you've never spoken to me the way you did today. it scares me to see you like that. i know you don't want me to be worried, but if you hide things from me, it makes me even more scared... i hate it when your friend calls me and tells me you've been injured... i hate it... and then i ask you and you say you're fine...
you promised me you won't hide anything from me.... i know you don't want me to be worried, but still.... it worries me even more if you keep on doing this...
ess
can't anyone just study in peace! omg.... freak lah!!! stupid basketball... go to ****.... ah!!!!
can't anyone just hear me before judging me! can't anyone just listen for abit!!! can't you just listen...
you don't care what my explanation is, you won't listen.. i know you've had a bad day, i feel you... but still... can't you just listen to what i've got to say? i know how you feel, but have you thought about how i'm feeling too?? why can't i have a bad day too?
i am so disappointed... you've never spoken to me the way you did today. it scares me to see you like that. i know you don't want me to be worried, but if you hide things from me, it makes me even more scared... i hate it when your friend calls me and tells me you've been injured... i hate it... and then i ask you and you say you're fine...
you promised me you won't hide anything from me.... i know you don't want me to be worried, but still.... it worries me even more if you keep on doing this...
ess
Saturday, July 26, 2008
hello friend...
omg...
the rabbit ran away from home... and its GONE... who cares... it kept hopping away, so i guess it really left for good.. maybe it became rabbit soup or maybe even rabbit kebab. so sad... i dunno..
got my $$$ today... hehe.... so happy... but its only half of the $$$.. mother not very sure that i she can give me the whole of it... you see i have this problem of spending $$$ unwisely, and tend to go on scary SHOPPING frenzies... that can really give a healthy human being several strokes and a heart attack, and no, i'm not exaggerating. even i can get freaked out by the way i shop. *shivers...
planning to get handcuffs, a bag, 2 shirts, and another pair of sweat pants. dun ask why i want handcuffs... everybody's been asking nonstop... fine! its because i saw this little kid playing with a set and i found it fun... =.=
hmmm.... baby got bitten by one their dogs because he was protecting this old lady... so sad, so pain... act of being brave... so they're fixing his hand for 3 days... pain... =(
haiz... staying home this weekend, locked in the house by my parents... well, not exactly locked in... but still. haiz...
i miss everybody....
aiya... i just wanna run wild... free from everything, forget everything....
i love you!!!!
ess
the rabbit ran away from home... and its GONE... who cares... it kept hopping away, so i guess it really left for good.. maybe it became rabbit soup or maybe even rabbit kebab. so sad... i dunno..
got my $$$ today... hehe.... so happy... but its only half of the $$$.. mother not very sure that i she can give me the whole of it... you see i have this problem of spending $$$ unwisely, and tend to go on scary SHOPPING frenzies... that can really give a healthy human being several strokes and a heart attack, and no, i'm not exaggerating. even i can get freaked out by the way i shop. *shivers...
planning to get handcuffs, a bag, 2 shirts, and another pair of sweat pants. dun ask why i want handcuffs... everybody's been asking nonstop... fine! its because i saw this little kid playing with a set and i found it fun... =.=
hmmm.... baby got bitten by one their dogs because he was protecting this old lady... so sad, so pain... act of being brave... so they're fixing his hand for 3 days... pain... =(
haiz... staying home this weekend, locked in the house by my parents... well, not exactly locked in... but still. haiz...
i miss everybody....
aiya... i just wanna run wild... free from everything, forget everything....
i love you!!!!
ess
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
long long long.....
=)
very happy and satisfied with life lately..
things are going well...
baby still not sure when he's coming back, but yeah... they've been busy too... same here.. lol.. haha... =)
my pal got a new rabbit, well, someone gave it to her, and wow... what a hand-full!! omg... it's driving us insane... =P
i miss him, i miss him, i miss him....
they got their new uniforms and it is so 帅!!
but den i'm not allowed to post it on the web because they said its private, so ok lor... nvm... i see can lor... =)
haha...
nothing much, but haiz... life is good... =)
but i'm afraid to be happy, because everytime i start to become too happy, things start going wrong... =( haiz...
anyways... might be going SHOPPING this weekend.. woohoo.. so now need to start planning on what to get... haha.. scared the $$$ fly too fast... =(
um....hmm...
that's it...
the rabbit... her name is 阿宝.... caught her by the ears 'cos she kept running out...
my shoe is the red one... we all wore complete black that day, and the same kind of shoes... lol...
love ya'll!
ess
things are going well...
baby still not sure when he's coming back, but yeah... they've been busy too... same here.. lol.. haha... =)
my pal got a new rabbit, well, someone gave it to her, and wow... what a hand-full!! omg... it's driving us insane... =P
i miss him, i miss him, i miss him....
they got their new uniforms and it is so 帅!!
but den i'm not allowed to post it on the web because they said its private, so ok lor... nvm... i see can lor... =)
haha...
nothing much, but haiz... life is good... =)
but i'm afraid to be happy, because everytime i start to become too happy, things start going wrong... =( haiz...
anyways... might be going SHOPPING this weekend.. woohoo.. so now need to start planning on what to get... haha.. scared the $$$ fly too fast... =(
um....hmm...
that's it...
the rabbit... her name is 阿宝.... caught her by the ears 'cos she kept running out...
my shoe is the red one... we all wore complete black that day, and the same kind of shoes... lol...
love ya'll!
ess
Friday, July 18, 2008
hi~hi!!
hehehehehehehe...happy...
baby said he's coming back soon, but not sure of the date yet... =(
can't wait liao... lol... but we still call each other everyday... haha.. like every minute of the day we're still in contact... =) just feels like he's next to me. well... we've got plans... lol....
they handed him a so so so so so so CUTE puppy for him to train... oooo... baby.. he says the puppy is his son, so i'm the puppy's mother... =.= but he's so CUTE! the mother dog gave birth to 20 puppies... omg... and all of them are still healthy and alive! haha... at first i was saying she can really give birth, and then he's like, NO! the male dog can really you know... haha
my mind is already polluted enough. *weak laugh...
went partially shopping with my friend today, saw my brother working at one of the store... hmm...
he cut his hair... =( anyways...
saw so many nice clothes, but no $$$... haiz.... what to do.. nvm.. wait until end of the month den $$$ come to me!! lol...
nothing liao lor...
tmr maybe going window shopping... dunno...
the CUTE puppy... baby's son...
love you baby!
ess
baby said he's coming back soon, but not sure of the date yet... =(
can't wait liao... lol... but we still call each other everyday... haha.. like every minute of the day we're still in contact... =) just feels like he's next to me. well... we've got plans... lol....
they handed him a so so so so so so CUTE puppy for him to train... oooo... baby.. he says the puppy is his son, so i'm the puppy's mother... =.= but he's so CUTE! the mother dog gave birth to 20 puppies... omg... and all of them are still healthy and alive! haha... at first i was saying she can really give birth, and then he's like, NO! the male dog can really you know... haha
my mind is already polluted enough. *weak laugh...
went partially shopping with my friend today, saw my brother working at one of the store... hmm...
he cut his hair... =( anyways...
saw so many nice clothes, but no $$$... haiz.... what to do.. nvm.. wait until end of the month den $$$ come to me!! lol...
nothing liao lor...
tmr maybe going window shopping... dunno...
the CUTE puppy... baby's son...
love you baby!
ess
Sunday, July 13, 2008
messed up alreadly lah....
完了！！
die die die... i messed up so big tis time!!
wah... like 2 boats like that leh... so scary!! =(
anyways!!
what a happy day yesterday.... =) happy for 2, abit sad for one lor... sry... *shrugs... i didn't mean to hurt you, but our thinking is just different...
my baby and i chatted for like forever on9 yesterday... so sad... i misssss him so much... =( he's coming back in like 2 months time... 我想你了，怎么办? haiz.... but hey, that's why hp is made for right?? to communicate right?? =) haha... but we are so gonna ROCK the world when you come back baby!
um... did nothing much until evening time, when to ROCK the KTV with gfs... omg... so HOT inside leh, like suana.... =.= haiz.... air-con got problem... haiz... =( got cold beer... =) someone got drunk.... not me ok!! haha.. lol... spend 3 hours in there... i still prefer the 天界丽都... in there got more discount... but anyway, today is other people 请客... so nvm lor! haha...
nothing already lor... i want a puppy.... =( mother dun wan... haiz... can't even gimme a chance to prove that i can take care of a puppy... haiz... o well... haha...
my fren took snap shot at me looking at their ice-cream freezer... hehe...
byebye...
i miss my baby...
ess
p.s. 当你孤单你会想起谁?
die die die... i messed up so big tis time!!
wah... like 2 boats like that leh... so scary!! =(
anyways!!
what a happy day yesterday.... =) happy for 2, abit sad for one lor... sry... *shrugs... i didn't mean to hurt you, but our thinking is just different...
my baby and i chatted for like forever on9 yesterday... so sad... i misssss him so much... =( he's coming back in like 2 months time... 我想你了，怎么办? haiz.... but hey, that's why hp is made for right?? to communicate right?? =) haha... but we are so gonna ROCK the world when you come back baby!
um... did nothing much until evening time, when to ROCK the KTV with gfs... omg... so HOT inside leh, like suana.... =.= haiz.... air-con got problem... haiz... =( got cold beer... =) someone got drunk.... not me ok!! haha.. lol... spend 3 hours in there... i still prefer the 天界丽都... in there got more discount... but anyway, today is other people 请客... so nvm lor! haha...
nothing already lor... i want a puppy.... =( mother dun wan... haiz... can't even gimme a chance to prove that i can take care of a puppy... haiz... o well... haha...
my fren took snap shot at me looking at their ice-cream freezer... hehe...
byebye...
i miss my baby...
ess
p.s. 当你孤单你会想起谁?
Monday, July 7, 2008
uh o... down to earth...
my dad just gave me a long, earthquaking, scary, a real down to earth lecture about where i am in life right now, and how my path in life is going... and omg... i just saw HELL if i don't seriously study now... omg... so scary la... this is called life.. *shivers... scared... i'm scared...
i'm stuck.... ah!!! i gonna go insane... i dun care... i'm gonna die... i need help on finding ways to study!! SOS!!
wah liao... why is life so scary?? =(
feel like i'm in a deep, dark corner.... dunno where to go... help..
=(
i need help..
ess
i'm stuck.... ah!!! i gonna go insane... i dun care... i'm gonna die... i need help on finding ways to study!! SOS!!
wah liao... why is life so scary?? =(
feel like i'm in a deep, dark corner.... dunno where to go... help..
=(
i need help..
ess
Sunday, July 6, 2008
i dunno...
well o well...
every end is just a new beginning and omg... that is so TRUE... you loose some in order to gain some in life... that is so so so so so so fair...
being just ordinary friends is better than anything else... lol...
oh well... the past is the past... what can you get from the past??? maybe some happy or maybe some very devastating memories.. so why even bother thinking abt what has already happened?? its just wasting your time..
i wanna turn over a new leaf, and start all over again... psst.. the other side better not be rotten! lol... watever!
what is more important, is that you should be looking towards the future... i dun wanna stay in square one no more, i wanna move on to the next square~ and TRY to never look back again... ppl say to try to forget the past, not saying i dun wanna do it, but HELLO! you can really forget it only if you like loose your memory ok... i am not overreacting la...
anyways... so what... i'm moving on... that's it!
dun wanna waste anymore time... i've lost too much, i've wasted my tears... 浪费我感情... no more to be wasted! =) *winks...
love ya'll
ess...
i'll be fine...
every end is just a new beginning and omg... that is so TRUE... you loose some in order to gain some in life... that is so so so so so so fair...
being just ordinary friends is better than anything else... lol...
oh well... the past is the past... what can you get from the past??? maybe some happy or maybe some very devastating memories.. so why even bother thinking abt what has already happened?? its just wasting your time..
i wanna turn over a new leaf, and start all over again... psst.. the other side better not be rotten! lol... watever!
what is more important, is that you should be looking towards the future... i dun wanna stay in square one no more, i wanna move on to the next square~ and TRY to never look back again... ppl say to try to forget the past, not saying i dun wanna do it, but HELLO! you can really forget it only if you like loose your memory ok... i am not overreacting la...
anyways... so what... i'm moving on... that's it!
dun wanna waste anymore time... i've lost too much, i've wasted my tears... 浪费我感情... no more to be wasted! =) *winks...
love ya'll
ess...
i'll be fine...
Friday, July 4, 2008
ow....
it hurts... why is everything done like playing a game...
why does it hurt...
i feel so stupid... crying...
再见了我的最爱。。。
我想你真得很想你， 不知道你想我吗。。。 其实我很烦恼你知道吗~
我应该懂得安心不要自己在去想念你~
为什么我那么喜欢你我得不到回答~
你真很自私啊，你已经离我而去，我的心真的好痛，你感觉得到吗？
就要让你知道我多么的爱你，不要再逃避好吗~
我喜欢你，但也很恨你，可是我一只珍惜你。。。
放弃你我真的做不到，你知道我难受吗？
我恨你自私，恨你曾经放弃我。。。
为什么你要我难过，不肯接受我。。
我想告诉你我永远都喜欢你。。。
为你掉眼泪。。。 我舍不得可是时间回不去了，爱你很值得，只是该停了。。。
i'm sorry, your mom knows abt us... don't worry abt me, i'll be fine... don't forget us....
ess
why does it hurt...
i feel so stupid... crying...
再见了我的最爱。。。
我想你真得很想你， 不知道你想我吗。。。 其实我很烦恼你知道吗~
我应该懂得安心不要自己在去想念你~
为什么我那么喜欢你我得不到回答~
你真很自私啊，你已经离我而去，我的心真的好痛，你感觉得到吗？
就要让你知道我多么的爱你，不要再逃避好吗~
我喜欢你，但也很恨你，可是我一只珍惜你。。。
放弃你我真的做不到，你知道我难受吗？
我恨你自私，恨你曾经放弃我。。。
为什么你要我难过，不肯接受我。。
我想告诉你我永远都喜欢你。。。
为你掉眼泪。。。 我舍不得可是时间回不去了，爱你很值得，只是该停了。。。
i'm sorry, your mom knows abt us... don't worry abt me, i'll be fine... don't forget us....
ess
Thursday, July 3, 2008
blinded...
omg, omg, omg.....
i did sth out of my senses... oh no........
i used the 斗牛兵法, from 斗牛要不要....
i did it blindly without even knowing it.. omg...
i got that person back, and uh o..... happy... lol...
didn't go home last night... told them i staying at friend's hse and den some plans were changed so, spent half the night outside with a friend... wah... 无聊... only 2 of us... den went back to her place at 4... share one bed... so small... so hot... wah liao... lucky i come back tonight.. otherwise i die outside already... =/
tsk.... aiya... i dunno lah... stuck in the middle of a messy situation... dunno how to solve it... it can be like 1 sad, 2 happy, or 2 sad, 1 happy... feel so guilty... =( help!
ess
i did sth out of my senses... oh no........
i used the 斗牛兵法, from 斗牛要不要....
i did it blindly without even knowing it.. omg...
i got that person back, and uh o..... happy... lol...
didn't go home last night... told them i staying at friend's hse and den some plans were changed so, spent half the night outside with a friend... wah... 无聊... only 2 of us... den went back to her place at 4... share one bed... so small... so hot... wah liao... lucky i come back tonight.. otherwise i die outside already... =/
tsk.... aiya... i dunno lah... stuck in the middle of a messy situation... dunno how to solve it... it can be like 1 sad, 2 happy, or 2 sad, 1 happy... feel so guilty... =( help!
ess
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
pink...
nice smell....
good day...
tired....
wah.... so nice smell... the JLO fragrance.... Love At First Glow... ok... that is so MY smell... *snifff....
nice nice... i dunno how to describe the smell, but i noe... its SWEET... yup... i like it... ok..
nothing much happened after that... did lots homework... ate alot....
um.... it rained....
nothing lah... this period of time just really boring... 无聊。。。haiz... i need to go shopping... i just can't choose... either i buy clothes, or i save $$ to top up my phone bill... only can choose one... which one??
MY smell... Love At First Glow...
i need ice lemon tea... =)
love ya'll!
ess
good day...
tired....
wah.... so nice smell... the JLO fragrance.... Love At First Glow... ok... that is so MY smell... *snifff....
nice nice... i dunno how to describe the smell, but i noe... its SWEET... yup... i like it... ok..
nothing much happened after that... did lots homework... ate alot....
um.... it rained....
nothing lah... this period of time just really boring... 无聊。。。haiz... i need to go shopping... i just can't choose... either i buy clothes, or i save $$ to top up my phone bill... only can choose one... which one??
MY smell... Love At First Glow...
i need ice lemon tea... =)
love ya'll!
ess
Sunday, June 29, 2008
stars... more stars... watever
hmm....
did nothing much today, just tasted lots of ice-cream... and i mean lots!!
my fav is still coffee ice-cream... yum!! and then...
i got a heart attack cos i din expect to be seeing someone face to face.. all though i did ask them to come... hehe... i did ask, but i also did say you don't have to come if you don't want to. so that counts as i didn't beg them right?? and then they came, and den become very 尴尬... *shivers... and den i had to go home... hehe... safe...
got back home started folding stars.. wah liao... pain... my index and thumb pain.... =( never fold like i folded today... father said folding stars is stupid and a waste of time... =( i only started folding yesterday what... cheh... i think its ok what... 哼~
um... nothing already lor...
my stars... i started to really learn how to fold them yesterday... =) like so proud to know how to fold stars... cheh... =.=
love ya'll!
ess
did nothing much today, just tasted lots of ice-cream... and i mean lots!!
my fav is still coffee ice-cream... yum!! and then...
i got a heart attack cos i din expect to be seeing someone face to face.. all though i did ask them to come... hehe... i did ask, but i also did say you don't have to come if you don't want to. so that counts as i didn't beg them right?? and then they came, and den become very 尴尬... *shivers... and den i had to go home... hehe... safe...
got back home started folding stars.. wah liao... pain... my index and thumb pain.... =( never fold like i folded today... father said folding stars is stupid and a waste of time... =( i only started folding yesterday what... cheh... i think its ok what... 哼~
um... nothing already lor...
my stars... i started to really learn how to fold them yesterday... =) like so proud to know how to fold stars... cheh... =.=
love ya'll!
ess
Saturday, June 28, 2008
so what...
=.=
so what?? i got double stood up today... by both brothers..wah liao... so funny right?? cheh... we waited, and waited, called, and called, but it seems like the end of the world arrived today, and they were the only ones who got killed, but we survived... they are so gonna... whatever... =.=
haiz...
anyways, instead of sulking the WHOLE day, we found sth to do... we decided to scrub the walls outside my friend's store.. gosh.. so dirty... so sticky, we didn't finish scrubing tho, decided to finish it another day... but yeah, satisfied..
after that, ate 6 balls of ice-cream... strawberry, banana, and cappercino... yum... good good...
starting to learn how to make stars, with papers, i admit i'm a sucker at folding them... hey, i am trying to learn ok... lol..
nothing much happened after that... watched 13 going on 30, taught me not to want to grow up too fast..
me and 瑞 srubbing the walls...
oh, that's the ice-cream i had, it looks not very nice cos i took it after eating it..
me... =.= not a very nice pic.
the end.. =)
ess
haiz...
anyways, instead of sulking the WHOLE day, we found sth to do... we decided to scrub the walls outside my friend's store.. gosh.. so dirty... so sticky, we didn't finish scrubing tho, decided to finish it another day... but yeah, satisfied..
after that, ate 6 balls of ice-cream... strawberry, banana, and cappercino... yum... good good...
starting to learn how to make stars, with papers, i admit i'm a sucker at folding them... hey, i am trying to learn ok... lol..
nothing much happened after that... watched 13 going on 30, taught me not to want to grow up too fast..
me and 瑞 srubbing the walls...
oh, that's the ice-cream i had, it looks not very nice cos i took it after eating it..
me... =.= not a very nice pic.
the end.. =)
ess
Thursday, June 26, 2008
full... cannot eat...
omg... just came back from a friend's day party and... there was so much FOOD!! loved it... so long since i eat that much before... whew!
anyways... back to before dinner... i got bored so we called my 黑道林大哥哥... and... got into trouble all over again... i shouldn't have called him, my mistake... fine!! we decided that this Sat. we are so gonna rock the KTV!! whoohoo!! the last we went together was like a few months ago... man... yes! finally, the time has come!! haha.. lol.. so EXCITED!! heeheehee... yup... we're gonna bring the place down... he better not let me down this time...
um... and then bla bla bla... nothing much happened... dinner was goooood.... the waiters were cute.... the food was yummilicious... um... the air con was great... and my phone is out of $$$$ again... =.=.....
but hey, its better than last month... during this time last month, it'll be like 175 sth yuan ( only like $33 SG)... but its still $$ ok... now only 90 yuan (SG $18)... haiz... just so busy lah... running business you see... so yah... ppl need to contact me.. haha...
friend's bday cake...
my fav. dish... prawn.. sry kinda blur...
love ya'll!
ess
anyways... back to before dinner... i got bored so we called my 黑道林大哥哥... and... got into trouble all over again... i shouldn't have called him, my mistake... fine!! we decided that this Sat. we are so gonna rock the KTV!! whoohoo!! the last we went together was like a few months ago... man... yes! finally, the time has come!! haha.. lol.. so EXCITED!! heeheehee... yup... we're gonna bring the place down... he better not let me down this time...
um... and then bla bla bla... nothing much happened... dinner was goooood.... the waiters were cute.... the food was yummilicious... um... the air con was great... and my phone is out of $$$$ again... =.=.....
but hey, its better than last month... during this time last month, it'll be like 175 sth yuan ( only like $33 SG)... but its still $$ ok... now only 90 yuan (SG $18)... haiz... just so busy lah... running business you see... so yah... ppl need to contact me.. haha...
friend's bday cake...
my fav. dish... prawn.. sry kinda blur...
love ya'll!
ess
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