pain

so many nights i cried away,
countless amounts of teardrops falling like rain..
pain that kills me over and over..
the tears, the pain, the screams..
everyday i dread nightfall, the moment that would take a part of my life away from me, bit by bit it slowly kills, bit by bit i slowly slip, slip into nothingness...
living in place where nobody cares, a place that pretends to be home..
where none of your friends are, where the people who you think are friends are actually...
please, i beg whoever is there, whoever still cares, please take me back to start...
no
i know nobody said it was easy,but no one said it was this hard....
take me back to the start...
tears falling like rain..
i need a shoulder to cry on, but there isn't one..
left alone in the dark..
no love, only pain..
take me back please!