i couldn't sleep...

everything seems like a nightmare...

i couldn't slp because of all the disappointments... you left nothing but disappointments.. it was cool, i thought you were different from all the others, and then you turned out to be just another game freak... i gave you space.... lots of it... i called you and you said you were busy playing games, and asked me to call back later... what was i to you?? i swear we had fun together... but all you cared about were your games... we didn't spend time together because you were playing games... i liked you... maybe it all came true... what they said " eventually one of two things will happen, he'll finally realize you're worth it, or you'll finally realize he's not worth it...." i guess that's true... *sigh... i dun even know why i'm writing this.... games is all you know... and u still can call yourself 大男人主义... do you even know what that means? u're just immature... real guys have everything in their heads... they have family, friends, their GIRLFRIEND, activities, games... they have bits and pieces.. but u only knew one thing, GAMES... i'm just so disappointed in you... you'll see it coming.... don't feel too proud, you are gonna reap what you sow! at least i still have my friends, you'll get what i mean when everyone around you starts ignoring you like you did to them...

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