最近有点烦，有点烦。。。

i have to keep my cool and CHILL!!

everything seems to be going so fast like a tornado and i can't keep control of myself.. i just wanna scream!!! ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just want him back... i just wanna feel someone there... he was different. i liked him.. not love him. i've never loved anyone after "tsunami" (my first...), i've never cried for anyone else after my "tsunami"... my heart hardened... i liked my street dancer... he showed me things i've never thought of, or seen before... he opened my eyes... please forgive me....

i just wanna go home (SG) where everybody i love are... i wanna be with them... i prob. sound real emo. now, please forgive me.... i don't know if anyone will really understand what i'm going through... haha...

forgive me...
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