omg... my life feels like a tangled up, messed up, knotted piece of rope, string, whatever that can be entangled!!!
i so need to sort my life out... *sigh... gosh...
memories of the past keep crawling back into my mind, it hurts so bad... i have to flip over a new leaf, and then the other side is also rotten.... haha... lol.... sounds good to me.... but, yeah, i try bit by bit everyday to start anew... but i'm afraid to be happy, 'cos everytime i feel happy again, something bad happens.... gosh... i got that from Facebook, and it is so true!! i swear man...
but you can kinda picture it like, i'm just stepping in the mud the whole time, and i just don't wanna step out of it... when i can actually step right out of it and be FREE... some say it takes time to get over some certain things... ah!!!!!
i feel like banging my head on the wall to just lose my memory... fine!! i'm overreacting i noe... forgive me... =.=
chill....
anyways,
i found loads of new ways to keep busy, made a ton of new frens... feels great... its getting easier... sorta...
haha...
*love u to bits... ess
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