sweet baby

wow..

well..
today spent the whole day at home, woke up at NOON, watched a movie, so-called was cleaning up my room failed to accomplish that mission due to my laptop on my desk. well.. it's basically my fault but my laptop has half the blame as well.. i was more or less reading the most awesome book ever.. TWILIGHT!! ah!!!

anyways.. so talked alot with my mother today, we got closer.. more or less she's accepting my mentality.. and i guess also accepting the fact that i'm turning 16 in 4 days!! my oh so amazingly gonna be glamorous SWEET 16!! ya.. it felt great today tho..

there's so much to plan... i dunno.. no biggie.. baby called today, which was another + sign for today.. he usually calls on sunday becos he can like only make 1 call a week etc.. he switched n now he's in the fire dept.. wahliao!! so scary.. worried la.. stay safe babe.. u can't die, we're supposed to get married.. haha.. he's just busy busy busy la.. =P

that's it for now..
love u all
ess

christmas..

ok.. see we hav this thing that Christmas means, joy, laughter, fun, new year... but Christmas without presents?!!!!!!!! omg...
kill me.. they say it's to celebrate Jesus' bday and his coming etc.. but Christmas without presents.. wow wee..

weird.. heartless. gosh..

and then u hav ur so-called frens around u that pretend to be friends.. and then out of the blue they start to seclude u.. omg.. and then when u're always there with a listening ear, and wat do they do? they don't tell u anything! wow.. and then they start to accuse u for not being there for them when they need u, when u've been there the whole time!! omg.. bitches of frens.. sry to say..

well, christmas is coming and so is my bday.. anyways.. MERRY CHRISTMAS to those that will get presents and love..

ess

BABYEL'S CHRISTMAS WISH LIST~~~

ok, well here are some things i'd really really like.. and i guess also adding on my SWEET 16 bday wish list too!

~ more drama series

~ Pomeranian Puppy!!

~ little bed for the puppy

~ a B-E-A-U-TIFUL SWEET 16

~ good health

~ cell phone accessories

~ frens...

~ diamantes of all sorts.. bling bling

~ cheetah...

~ love

~ clothes...

guess that's it..
i just really really really want the pomeranian puppy~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY! I LOVE YOU.. MUAXX

loves..
ess

chill

feeling horrible now.. been sick since tuesday.. wahliao..

cough, fever... nose dripping like tap..

haiz.. somemore got NO ONE to accompany me lor.. and then at home got a father that say that i'm sick because i deserve it.. people who are chatterboxes get sick like this and are almost loosing their voices get retribution... which is? this sick lor..

god dun wan them to talk so much so make them sick to stop talking..

watever...
i dun need YOUR company at this moment! so be it la! u dun care!

ess =)
love to ALL! EXCEPT YOU..

like so F****ed up...

like omg...

why does everything have to revolve around LOVE? isn't that gross?
not that i don't like being in LOVE, but we all need our own SPACE right?

sometimes.. like.. i'm not saying or hinting that i regret ok.. but.. i need space too.. i just wanna live my life to the fullest.. people make mistakes.. and.. it's better not step into the same shit hole again rite?

made bad decisions? well.. turn over a new leaf! wait the other side also rotten.. haha.. got that from my cos.. lol!

chill.. hang out.. we won't get another teenage life..

ess

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hey...

weather's getting cold... and i guess he's coming tomorrow or Monday to stay here or something.. i dunno.. i dun wanna care, but there's a part of me that's really happy we're together...

life's been insane! i want him..

i dun even know what i'm typing! gosh...

leave me alone! -- u noe who u are!

scroll down to see our days together.. =P
ess

good day of DECEMBER 1st!!!

anyway..

we went to the store today and i helped abit, chit chatted with some friends, we closed, and went down to one of my newest favorite eating outlets here!! whoohooo!! although its my first time going there, its so like one of he best bakeries in town!! i love it!! the pizza there is AMAZINGLY AWESOME ( to me its awesome, although some people don't really like it... ) and adding to my favorite lists, is the CAPPUCCINO!!! like omg... is amazingly LOVELY!! on the top they also sprinkled rose petals! lovely.. like so pretty!! man..

just LOVE it.. like ok.. today's like one of my best days of any of my December 1sts... haha.. so have to go back!!!! =)


my all time favorite CAPPUCCINO!



spot the heart shape!! ( don't say you can't see it... hint: it's near the rim of the cup... )


hugs and kisses!!
ess... muaxxxx..